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ana angels fade [Apr. 4th, 2008|05:29 pm]
hey , sweeties! !! i'm hosting a pro-ana chat tonight; any body want to join? just IM mE at ana angel 25, i'll send you an invite
xoxo , ana angels   
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ana angel 25 [Apr. 2nd, 2008|08:27 pm]
[Food makes me feel |FAT]

HEY girlies, thinking thin? i'm in need of starvation contest, pro-ana buddies, and support= any body in? post on my site, http://nervousanat.livejournal.com 

different pro-ana sites; (these aren't mine)

xoxo, love, ana angel 25   
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2007|09:51 am]

 So, im working two jobs right now, finally back in the groove of things. 1 is at the community center nursery from 9 till 11:45 with some of the greatest kids alive! and the second is at Long john silvers with some of the biggest rednecks alive,... which is beginning to make me totally miserable, noone does what there susposed to do, and i always end up doing more than anyone just not to be bored. theres no business, plus being busy is keeping my mind off of things....

so yeah, I 
 have pretty much decided life sucks and theres no way there is a god... you would think that after my grandmother died i would have fully believed that, because she is the only reason i knew who that strange man everyone talks about and no one sees existed. I watched her suffer and die in my bed when i was in seventh grade, and now my mommaw one of the most important people in my life is looking towards the same fate....  no wonder i dont trust, and im glad i didnt because this would have been a  massive let down... cancer. Go Fuckn Figure

On the up side, ive been going to the gym, since i work there i get in free, i WILL get myself looking better. I wont be fat anymore and i will BUST MY ASS to be thin and beautiful, yesterday i did a mile and a half, took a yoga class, did massive leg lifts at 80 lbs, to tighten my thighs, and  ran on an eliptical machine for almost a hour, and a while on the sit up machine with the weight set to 60... smoking isnt helping for more than one reason but i cant quit, and almost dont want to, even if  2 of the most important people in my life dont want me to. givin the fact that 1 had died of cancer and one has her insides eaten up with it. Im working on it, and i cant wait to feel good about myself again, like when i was sick before, skinny, but its not good enough. 

*Please keek in mind that im 5'7'' and have a large frame"


I know the game, i know the tricks, Its been three years and the wonderful man im with somehow managed to convince me that im beautiful, and wanted me to change nothing, now three years later and he is still wonderful, but im still not happy. I missed you anna, and it was definately nice to see you again, thank you for whispering in my ear so long and reminding me that  you were always there for me. 
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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2006|03:37 pm]

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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2006|08:20 pm]
[Food makes me feel |ecstaticecstatic]
[Current Noise |I Believe I Can Fly]

Yay! I'm sooo happy right now. After Halloween came and passed, I had binged candy and chips like crazy but after only ONE day of water fasting and working out for about 15 min, I'm down to one of my lowest weights yet: 113! Plus, I still have two more days of this water fast to go so even MORE pounds will be coming off! This is uber-exciting, lol. If anyone's interested:

<lj-cut text="my consumption and workout> two 20 oz bottle of carbontaed water one diet sierra mist running for ten minutes one twenty-set of weight lifting on each arm 50 leg lifts on each leg 100 situps 10 pushups 100 jumping jacks
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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2006|01:57 pm]
I did horribly yesterday. If you want to use me to feel better about what you didn't eat (lol), look under the cut:

DamnationCollapse )
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Please help [Jul. 27th, 2006|08:28 pm]

[Food makes me feel |frustratedfrustrated]

They are trying to force me to eat, if i didnt eat i know that would force me, do any of you have good tricks to make my food "disappear" of my plate??
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(no subject) [Jul. 21st, 2006|07:33 pm]
[Food makes me feel |calmcalm]
[Current Noise |Radiohead]

Hi everyone, I'm new here so I thought i'd introduce myself and my story. I'd love to here from anyone who knows where i'm coming from.

Age: 21
Height: 5'4
CW: 117lbs
LW: 109lbs
GW: 105lbs

I have suffered with bulimia on varying levels since i was 14 which came from family pressure and general nastyness at school. At my worst I purged everything that passed my lips including drinks. A couple of years ago i didn't have the energy to move or do anything and felt so unhappy that I knew it had to stop. Apart from the occasional purge i was in much better health but my weight shot up and my self-esteem was never lower.

So now I'm here. I try to restrict to 500 cals a day and i exercise everyday and i'm a fan of diet pills. However i have hit a plateau! i've been stuck at 117lbs for about 4 weeks and i feel huge. I don't know what else to do i'm stuck.

Thanks for listening everyone and i hope we all talk in the future!
Janey xx
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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2006|05:41 pm]

Hey. My name is Ashley, I'm 17, and I live in Louisville, KY. I'm had problems with eating before but I feel like I need to increase them to get to the body I want to have.

I'm sick of feeling terrible about myself all the time. I have such terrible willpower-- today alone I have had Lucky Charms, a nacho cheese chalupa from Taco Bell and a Butterfinger ice cream bar. That's crazy. I need support-- I would love to have a friend to discuss stuff with.

Ughhh here we go.Collapse )
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2006|10:46 pm]
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